It’s another year’s end. Almost. Today I sit in the tension of a messy house and messy relationships and messy conversations and a messy heart.
Floodplain, the latest project by Sara Groves, plays in the background while my youngest plays in a box in the living room for her not-so-quiet-time.
Really we don’t need much
Just strength to believe it
There’s honey in the rock
There’s more than we see.
These patches of joy
These stretches of sorrow
There’s enough for today
There will be enough tomorrow.
I’m trying to trust enough for today.
My brain works faster than my fingers as thoughts bombard my head, trying to connect in a coherent way. Last year’s word drifts through my mind, filtering experiences and thoughts through its grid.
Did I do enough? Get it right? How was my progress?
I’ve been here before. . . Sara croons in the background. Friends, get this album. *She has an incredible gift . . . wondering why I can’t do better than I’ve done.
The hand of grace reaches down to me ~
A voice inside says that I can be free.
And I sit here wanting to be anyone but myself.
A voice inside says that I will be free.
Ah, yes, it’s another year’s end.
*When I say get this album, I mean it is amazing. I receive nothing from this link other than the joy of knowing that others may discover Sara’s gift of singing to the heart.*