It’s raw and it’s real.
I recently searched flight after flight to Seattle in September. Trying to hold onto summer, I was simultaneously preparing for fall.
There’s something about information overload and hundreds and thousands of flights and choices of airports and airlines and times of departure and arrival. There’s something about window after window opening up on screen and all of the airport codes blurring together that makes me want to yell, STOP!
I question the blur. Is it my forty-five-year-old eyes or just looking at a computer screen for an extended length of time?
I question my heart. Is this really a good idea? Really worth it?
I know that it is. Even when everything surrounding the planning and stirring inside feels really big. No turning back, now.
Just days ago my heart was encouraged by two friends independent of, and unknown to, each other. One came to drop something by. The other came for coffee.
At the end of the day, my heart was richer, my education fund fuller, and my dining room prettier with a new way I had arranged the plants, one of which was a gift.
Just days ago, friends dropped by a stash of bread, various types, because they thought we could use it. We can. The growing kids in this house are many, and there is always room for toast.
At the end of the day, the kids were fuller, the freezer was fuller, and the bread drawer was fuller. All gifts.
I know this is the right year. The time to do this work is now. There is kindness within the raw and the real, and I don’t have to look far to find it.