In the shadow of the question where I may never have answers~ or at least the ones I want,
I am overwhelmed wife of 25 years and mom to 8 kids and a son-in-law. I married my high school sweetheart, and though ours has not been fairy tale, it is becoming more happily ever after. I struggle to be content and to understand that in the arms of my Savior I am enough. Which might be why He has given me this job, rather than any of the other fantasies that fill my head of what I could be “if only.” If only I wasn’t where God has me.
Learning to live, and to love, and to come alive to reality looks very different than the fantasy that I have tried to create.
I am in process.
Trying to figure out, and understand, and realize that I may ever live
in the shadow of the question
as only I can, because of who I am
Feel free to be in touch. I welcome your comments and feedback.